CW: 130 gw1: 130 ✅ gw2: 125 gw3: 120 gw4: 115 ugw: 110 Height: 5’3
the scariest part about getting better is not knowing who you’ll be afterward. looking in the mirror and not knowing who you are without your sadness. the scars are still there, but the pain has faded and you don’t laugh at the same things anymore. it’s like getting a second chance at life, but you’re in the same body you’ve always hated. getting better is scary, and i think that’s why it’s taking me so long.
I alternate between either feeling extreme sadness or no emotion at all and I’m not sure which is worse.
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I will lose 5 pounds this week
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Speak it into existence
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Rb to lose 5 pounds this week
you’ve wanted to be 95 lbs for years
you’ve wanted pizza for ten minutes
get a fucking grip
this is the most important post on this fucking website
Christmas gift idea?
My ideal body. Hitting my ugw. Waking up one morning and be able to say.. ‘Yeah. This is what I am supposed to look like.’
